Blood Ties Tortured by all this deceit Thought I was alone in this torment
Covered in ashes
Such a dirty little face
Beaten and bleeding ...
Take the glimmer from my eyes
Replace it with the moonlight
You know you want to
Tie me down
Show me what death really is
You know you want to
Kill me,steal my life
Do this and more
You know you want to
CUT,BLEED,TEAR,SPIT

. DeAnGeLo's BLood FacTs. . PsEudonyM . DeAngeLo ChrisAnti . WhaTs d fUckiN agE? . Do yOu waNNa LiVe or NoT...okay, okay, im 19 . Sex . I pLaY wiTh mYseLf 4 TimeS a DaY, I had sEx LAst LasT moNth hahaha! . Fave ItEms . EyELineR, MP3 playEr, aCCesories . CloThiNg LinE . PrAda, guESS, Armani, BenCh, MY STYLE . NataL . .DaY . 06.20.1985 . Status. HuMaN StaTus .ZoDiaCS. UR GeMinI and Ox . WhaT I waNT to saY . JusT creeP the heLL out of Me YoU LoveLy biTcHineSS... :P xoxo DeAnGeLo

Pseudonym: JhEttE/JuneLLe a.k.a DeAngeLo The SuN age:19 LocatIon: SomewhEre In the DarK Star SiGN:GemiNi HeiGht:5'9/5'10 ComPlexiOn:FaiR BuiLT:SkiNNy Sex: LAst Last MonTh... DrInk/sMoKe:yes/yes BeeN oUt of the CoUnTry? Yes +++++@@@@@@@@+++++ In The VaLLeY of my deaTh comes ThE toRmenTs frOm the LimbO, thE scream frOm the HorDes, ThE bleeDinGs of PersepHone, The AngsT of haDes, The strike of The GOds... Rip my insanIty... by The stRokEs of The hanD, ClouDed wiTh piCtuREs All crEAted in The seqUenCe of ArT.. -- DeAngeLo

November 1, 2005 Iza PAHIRAM!!!! 09:43 PM by YoU know whaT? +WhaT's YoUr BLooD tyPe? October 18, 2005 + My halloween resurrection+ 09:00 AM by Yes its official... im coming back from the dead. ...im undead? LOL Its been a long time since i got to held of my keyboards an type for the tabulas community.. Its not that i do not miss you guys, its just that, i've been horribly lazy to type anything partly because, i've been enjoyin much on the Videofest we just had last month, and because i've been focusin much on the LJ community...* ooops, i was able to read your posts tho i was with my other blog account...* the thing is, i do not find any substancial ideas or things to write in here because those months that passed, i do not have any sensible things to share or does not have any exceptional story to tell you guys *even the time i was able to lay my hands on my trophy as the best director for the docu i made, still, i cant seem to find it reasonable or ponderous to put those here... But now, i guess, i will be havin lotsa time facin at my computer, see my friends at the mall, watch TONS of movies and make my gear for the upcoming ECHOES, which will be on the 28th of this month to be held at Greenbelt...hahaha! much awaited event for me, since this will be the first halloween party i WILL BE ATTENDING.seriously.i just wish i could see all the old faces and some people ive been waiting to see for the first time and the nth time. LOL hehe...might as well look at this one... this one's HYALINE or HYALINE BAND. i was browsing for a channel to watch when i saw QUEER EYE FOR A STRAIGHT GIRL feature a woman who is in a band and in need of a total makover. her name is KIM DAHLE and she, mind you, when i got to see her play in the band...DARN YOU! i was blown away by her exquisite voice nad talent!!! they are composed of 2 femme who plays flute and violin while the 3 other men plays the bass drums and lead...their music is so orgasmic that when i heard them play, it completely made my jaw drop...really...they sound orgasmic, sensual, and there's a bit of european or nordic touch to it much like corvus corax....i hope they would be out soon.. Enough of my craps. ...these were the times...for those of you who has seen it on my Lj Journal, well its too late to skip those...here goes.... DOCU DAYS EDITING DAYS AWARDING YoU know whaT? Lycia-Broken Days 2 {{|| feLL into my traP ||}} July 22, 2005 +MISS+ 10:15 PM by Miss ko na yung mga taong mahal ko... miss ko na kayong lahat... miss ko na si jeni,si iza, si jyl, si steff, lahat sila... minsan, naiiisip kong tingnan ang mga litrato nio habang nagkaklase...napapanood ko yung..."ALAM NIO KUNG ANO ANG GUSTO KO??? FRIES NG KFC..." c/o jyl... yung bungisngis ni jeni sa fone ko... yung mga kuhang "SHET" ni Iza ns kulang nalang sia na magmayari ng fone ko... yung mga BOWLAGAH at yung mga WINDANG+WASTED look ni Bk sa fone ko... mga kuhang CLOUD NINE ni Steff... mga taong di ko nabanggit pero naging parte ng buhay ko.. miss ko na yung mga tawa at ngiti nio. sa mga panahong eto, kahit nabibigyang liwanag ang buhay ko dahil sa lablayp... minsan naiisip ko pa rin kayo... naiisip kung ok pa ba kayo...kumakain...nagaaral mabuti...nagtatrabaho ng maayos...ngumingiti...umiiyak...tumatawa...nababaliw...nashoshock...humihinga...nakaktulog...haayyy... nagaalala ako sa inyo... seryoso walang biro... miss ko na rin yung mga balitaktakang kwento... nalulungkot ako dahil naiisip ko, nung mga panahong madilim ang buhay ko,sing-gol at walang kasama...kayo ang karamay ko...ngayon na may kaakay na ako sa mga gagawin ko... nalulungkot ako kasi... ayokong iwanan ang mga taong naging buhay ko... shet...drama mode eto...putangina...tama na... lalo ko kayong namimiss...haaayyy... miss ko na yung mga taong mahalaga saken... ang tanong... gano ba ako kahalaga sa inyo? YoU know whaT? 3 {{|| feLL into my traP ||}} July 18, 2005 +R.I.P+ 02:25 PM by FROM NOW ON, this will be for FRIENDS-ONLY journal. if u like to be added then justify yourself why there is a need to add you... ===><=== im in the point of despondency. things are becoming more complex. mga bagay na lumalayo... nawawala... mga taong nandyan, biglang nawala... di ko maintindihan ang ikot ng mundo.. paalam muna sa ilang pangarap. gusto ko na ding sumabay sa agos at matangay ng panahon, dala ang aking pagkatao. gusto kong mawala sa mga paningin ng mga mapanlinlang at mapangaping mga mata. gusto kong bawiin ang mga bagay na dati'y pagmamayari ko... pasensya na sa lahat...kung may nasabi man akong mali o kahit anu pa man patawad. hahanap muna ako ng sisilungan. masyado na rin akong nabasa ng ulan... at sa mga taong malalapit sa puso ko. asahan nio andito pa rin ako. sa pagtikom ng aking mga labi dala ko ang mga masasayang mga ala ala natin...mga tawanan at mga lungkot... isa na rin ako sa mga taong lilipad at aalis... ... salamat sa inyo... YoU know whaT? +WhaT's YoUr BLooD tyPe? June 26, 2005 + The SUBJECT of UNDING PASSION+ 12:14 PM by ...im still in the mood for depression. who fuckin cares? Things went wavy in the late afternoon yesterday. i thought the band thing that we were trying to set-up wont even materialize. I was so frustrated that even my face was really unexplainable. i dowanna elaborate more on that. hehe. So there by 6 in the evening, Steff started to have this crazy idea of us getting drunk. So, Me, Jomi and Julie bought Cossack, Sprite, and Londin Gin. haha. it was really a blast. LOL there I saw who Steff is, Jomi, Bijan, Julie and even Mike. haha. We jammed a lil, we sang few songs. Everyone was tipsy, i cant even forget JUKIE for bein so ENERGETIC. LOL. GAGO KA! yung mga PIKTYURS! LOL. I really cant put up the right words about what happened yesterday because ryt now i am really depressed. for info, the band name would be ULTIMA FORSAN *tama ba jomi?* and for the plan of me playin the violin will be suspended for quite long. yes, i wont be playin it on gigs since my knowledge and skills on it is not enough. and i still need to have a mentor, i want to have a mentor. i was glad about what steff said to me last night that for like 2 months and a half, i already had the tune in my hands, its just that, i still get GREAT ERRORS. but for starters, 2 and a half months is very fast for a beginner like me to play some tunes from APOCALYPTICA... I know playing the violin takes years. even Jarek, he studied Violin for like 9 years *as what i have heard...* and i bet he is a MASTER. I guess that made me depressed. i really wanted it to play the VIOLIN. in my heart, i know it's the instrument for me, like what i have said before, she knows how to pierce my heart, she knows how to sail with me and she knows when my heart is in rage. hearing every note from it is like hearing endless lamentations that were unsolved for ages. now i sound really creepy...so gothic LOL. yes, i guess thats wat keeps me on being so deprASSed. cuz i wanna learn it badly. Still, my inspiration from Apocalyptica grew more. hope time comes i could play like them...i was watching their videos for like 8 times in a day. and still couldnt get enough... Thanks Mike for informing me. i understand what you mean...i guess i was really rushing. waaahhhh *sigh* BUT ILL STILL MOVE ON THE NEXT LEVEL. IM DETERMINED. ILL TAKE IT POSITIVELY. YoU know whaT? 4 {{|| feLL into my traP ||}} « Newer | Older »

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