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Blood Ties
Tortured by all this deceit
Thought I was alone in this torment
Covered in ashes
Such a dirty little face
Beaten and bleeding ...
Take the glimmer from my eyes
Replace it with the moonlight
You know you want to
Tie me down
Show me what death really is
You know you want to
Kill me,steal my life
Do this and more
You know you want to
CUT,BLEED,TEAR,SPIT
Pseudonym: JhEttE/JuneLLe a.k.a DeAngeLo
The SuN age:19
LocatIon: SomewhEre In the DarK
Star SiGN:GemiNi
HeiGht:5'9/5'10
ComPlexiOn:FaiR
BuiLT:SkiNNy
Sex: LAst Last MonTh...
DrInk/sMoKe:yes/yes
BeeN oUt of the CoUnTry? Yes
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In The VaLLeY of my deaTh
comes ThE toRmenTs frOm the LimbO,
thE scream frOm the HorDes,
ThE bleeDinGs of PersepHone,
The AngsT of haDes,
The strike of The GOds...
Rip my insanIty...
by The stRokEs of The hanD,
ClouDed wiTh piCtuREs
All crEAted in The seqUenCe of ArT..
-- DeAngeLo
"Last Christmas I gave you my heart But the very next day you gave it away This year To save me from tears I'll give it to someone special"
someone special? eh wala nga as of the moment, hindi yan ang priority ko as of now pero syempre hindi mo pa din maalis na literally MALAMIG ANG PASKO ko this year. magiisang taon na pala pero parang kahapon lang ang lahat. shet. well thats life, aside sa pagiging malas sa lahat, and i mean MALAS SA LAHAT, i still didnt move a bit.
anyways, next week ako manonood ng new moon na magisa, which is back to normal mode for me. sinong gustong sumama? treat ko! hehe..
ONE ENCHANTED G.A. daw sa november 26! pwe! ayoko sanang sumama pero may hit daw yun sa attendance. tsk.
>~
manonood ako ng NEW MOON sa friday may kasama o wala! bwakininginangshet yan! diba i kept my promise? pero kasama na daw manood yung ibang teammates, nako asa naman.
hay ewan kung bakit ganito ang week nato. super daming kabadtripan ang nangyare saken. tangina maiinis lang ako lalo kung i-enumerate ko pa pero parang talagang pinagkaisahan ako at kung ano anong mga happenings ang nakapagpabadtrep saken.
When you feel all alone And the world has turned its back on you Give me a moment please to tame your wild wild heart I know you feel like the walls are closing in on you It's hard to find relief and people can be so cold When darkness is upon your door and you feel like you can't take anymore
Let me be the one you call If you jump I'll break your fall Lift you up and fly away with you into the night If you need to fall apart I can mend a broken heart If you need to crash then crash and burn You're not alone
When you feel all alone And a loyal friend is hard to find You're caught in a one way street With the monsters in your head When hopes and dreams are far away and You feel like you can't face the day
Let me be the one you call If you jump I'll break your fall Lift you up and fly away with you into the night If you need to fall apart I can mend a broken heart If you need to crash then crash and burn You're not alone
'Cause there has always been heartache and pain And when it's over you'll breathe again You'll breath again
When you feel all alone And the world has turned its back on you Give me a moment please To tame your wild wild heart
Let me be the one you call If you jump I'll break your fall Lift you up and fly away with you into the night If you need to fall apart I can mend a broken heart If you need to crash then crash and burn You're not alone
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napakadaming ng nangyari.
pero bakit parang walang pagbabago?
pareho pa rin ang nararamdaman ko.
di ko alam kung pinipilit ko ba talagang kalimutan ang dapat ng mawala
o pinipigilan ko itong maglaho.
mahirap makipaglaban sa sarili.
mahirap matupad and imposible
pero madali lang sanang makuntento
kung ang nasa isip ko ay kung ano na ako.
1. Name: bianxraquel 2. Age: 26 3. Birthday: 10/11/83 4. Location: QC, La Union 5. School: Siena College QC, Christ the King College, La Union National High School, UP College Baguio, FEU - Fern Diliman, Our Lady of Fatima University Valenzuela, La Union College of Nursing, Arts and Sciences. Hey, what can I say? I love schools. 6. Height: 5'4 7. Bloodtype: O 8. Religion: Catholic 9. Hobbies: I like to listen to all sorts of music, I have a knack for taking photos of everything that piques my interest, I sometimes write crap in this blog, I was once a very mushy person who used to create poetry (depending on the guy she meets) rofl 10. Personality: Slightly introverted; Extremely Shy, but becomes uber-confident when drunk 11.
When you're the happiest: When there's food, when there's something to read, when I hang out at the beach, and when I hang out with someone who shall not be named. Voldemort? Hoho. 12. Your biggest complaint currently: I need a paying job. Tsss 13. What you wear when you sleep: Shirt and shorts 14. A hairstyle you like on the opposite gender: Long Haired and/or Short Haired ones with a tinge of goatee. It depends really. I usually get attracted to long haired guys, I tend to stare at them more than the short-haired ones. But if I were like, serious with someone I usually don't care anymore. I mean it's just hair, if I like 'em long on someone they could always grow it back anyway. 15.
Ideal guy: Someone I can be best friends with at the same time; smart, understanding, extremely sweet, romantic, mushy regardless of how 'metal' he is, someone I can go to places with and not give a damn about where, someone I can enjoy doing things with without being awkward or uncomfy. A musician, an artist, a writer. Any and all. I don't know. I've always liked the artsy/musician types. 16. Habits: Moderate www.filipinometal.com/forums, go online for hours on end, read books, watch dvd's, eat, sleep, smoke, drink, repeat 17. Favorite fruit: Mango, Banana, Pineapple 18. Favorite vegetable: Squash, Brocolli, Potatoes, String Beans, Sitaw, Sayote 19. Guy celebrities you think are good looking: Johnny Depp baby 20.
Girl celebrities you think are pretty: Charlize Theron would be one. Then there's Kate Hudson 21. A treasured posession: I don't know... 22. Numbers you like: 11, 8, 15, 16, 27 23. Things that stress you: Nursing Career Path and not having any income for the past 9 months 24. My bad qualities: I have a tendency of becoming too clingy and emotional, paranoid at times. But I'm working on them. At least it's not as evident as before. 25. Your mood right now: Just plain tired. 26. What you want to do right now: I want to hug someone so badly right now. 27. A kid you like: My brothers Enzo and Miguel 28. Food you like: Anything meat! But lately I'm loving lamb and beef longganisa, and bawit's cebu longganisa. I like tocino too. and Sisig. And I'll never live to see 60. Lol 29. Food you don't like: Ampalaya. Kahit ikuskos mo pa siya sa asin para hindi maging mapait. No way man. 30. Shoe size: 8 1/2? 31.
Drinking capacity: It depends on the day, who I'm drinking with and if I feel like drinking. There was one time I outdrank all my guy tropas, there were times when all we had was wine and I had to crawl on the way home 32. Cigarette: I started with Marlboro Greens when I was in Highschool. Then it shifted to Marlboro Reds + Snow Bear; then it was Marlboro Gold. There was a time that I even smoked Phillip Morris. Now it's back to Marlboro Greens. 33.
A movie that made you sad: Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind 34. A childhood dream: To be a Cardiovascular Surgeon. Now I know why I couldn't be, and why I wanted to be one before. (grins) 35.
Motto: Mmmm. 36. Bedtime: Weee hours of the morning 37. Your future hope: successful nurse, steady income, married, family, happy. 38. Do you think you're the type that laughs easily: It depends on who makes me laugh 39. Something you cook well: eggs! and mmm. hotdogs. anything processed, fried or instant 40. Where do you live right now?:that's a weird question. I still don't know. I'm not very sure. But I live anywhere my heart leads me to. 41.
A event that remains in your memory: A lot. Read my blog and these are the memories, bad and good. 42. What you say often: Sheesh 43. First kiss: I dont remember 44. If you did, where: refer to answer above 45. When you see a guy, where do you look first: Any part of the face. 46. If you suddenly got a million dollars?: I'd have my family buy whatever they want first, whatever's left of the million dollars, I'd spend it on myself. Like... a nice DSLR, a car maybe, and a place of my own. 47. A drama that you had fun watching?: I dont like drama. 48. A movie you had fun watching?: Anything with Adam Sandler in it. 49. Eyesight: 20/20 yata 50. Destressing methods: Sleep. Getting myself drunk to release the stress. Cry. 51. What you want to learn: i want to learn how to unlearn things so i could start anew. 64. What you want to do: I want to be happy. 65. If your boyfriend was dying: I would never leave his side. Except for bathroom breaks. 66. When do you feel like you hate yourself: All the time. 67. About relationships before marriage: I feel like I suck at relationships. So I don't know 68. Lifestyle principle: Live your life one day at a time. Never expect too much, or too little. Be happy for the moment, and when there are regrets, take them as life lessons and start all over again. You'd be scared, yes, but eventually you'll get there, be with someone you've always wanted, and be loved the way you've always dreamed of being loved. 69. Weather that I like: Whatever weather it is just before Christmas 70. When is your TV time: Almost never 71. Precious friends: Diwi, Louie, Mel Manyak, Karen, Kel and hmm who else. 72. Life is?: this. 73.
Favorite drink: Red Horse, Red Wine, Vodka-Sprite, Rhum-Coke 74. Favorite meal: Tocilog, Sisilog, LAMB gosh 75: Favorite cookies: Chips Ahoy 76. If you break up with your boyfriend, you would go: Done. I've grown apathetic to the last break up that it just didn't matter anymore. 77.
A teacher you respect: My philosophy professor in UP College Baguio and the finance professor at FEU Fern. But I forgot their names. 78. Introduce your family: Hi. My name is bianx and I have four siblings, two from my mom, and two from my dad. See, they long since separated when I was six. Then they remarried. From my mom there's Enzo who is now 14 and Miguel, who is 17 and taking up Entrepreneurship. Both study in Angelicum. Now as for my other two siblings, they're both in La Union. One is Henry Arvin, and I don't know how old he is now, and there's Haidi Jarene. I think they're 15 and 11 respectively. So I'm the eldest of us five. 79. Happiness is: appreciating the simplest things in life. (I couldn't have said it better myself) 80. A birthday present that you remember most: Highschool. When my mom gave me this small inspirational book with quotes in 'em. 81. Favorite animal: Dog 82. Favorite plant: Uhm. I don't like plants. Except maybe if it's the small cactuses that doesn't need much watering. 83. Favorite season: Just before christmas, whatever you call that season. Oh I like surfing season 84. About antis: ? 85. If you had to choose between love or friendship: I say both. But it starts with the latter, so it will just eventually sprout, you know, that overrated word. Bleh. I mean love. 86. If the world was to come to an end tomorrow: then I hope it's not too painful. 87. Singing skills: Only in videokes! 88. Dancing skills: I used to be part of the Dance Varsity in UP Baguio called 'Tayaw'. We used to do modern/ethnic interpretative dances that involves much splits, high kicks and skimpy skin-tight tights.. 89. Your theme song: I have two. 3 Libras by A Perfect Circle and Gorecki by Lamb 90. Current obsession?: a DSLR. Nikon D60 and a VR 18 - 200 mm lens 91. Favorite fruit tree: Mmmmm. 92. What do you feel about relationships where a girl is older than the boy: Uhm, never tried so no idea. 93. If you were to die tomorrow: there's not much I can do. 94. When do you want to marry: I don't know really. I'd be lucky if I ever get married. I've had thoughts that I may never will, just because nothing ever works out for me 95. Yourself 20 years later: Hopefully happy. 96. A country you want to see the most: Italy! 97. E-mail: ? bianxraquel@yahoo.com 98. What you want to say to those who read this: Hey ho, let's go! 99. If you had a trait you want to fix: Be more sociable 100. Last word: Word.